[insert witty phrase]

Comforting, no?

2007-06-17T21:59:00.000-06:00

"Hey, Sorry you're so distraught, but at least you're not a robot!"

This is because someone has been pestering me to update my blog. I had nothing better to say.

Emerging from the froth, A shamisen approcheth

2007-01-02T00:40:00.000-06:00

Seriously, people. I have fallen in love with the shamisen. I mean, just look at the thing! It's AWESOME. So awesome, I bothered with myspace and added a band who uses shamisen in their songs. CHECK IT OUT!

My new obsession with traditional Japanese instruments was inspired in part by playing too much Okami and partly because of Guitar Hero 2 (I got a PS2 for Christmas). Both fun games. MOVING ON...

Today... well, yesterday, it's now 12:47... was the first day of the new year, and I see nothing special on the horizon. Closer to the Lunar New Year I forsee fun, as the first weekend of February is the very first Ikkicon here in Austin, TX. Woo fun.

On to the matters that are lodged deep into the obsessive part of my brain, far too deep to shake loose.

That's right, crossdressing. My mind is starting to spin, conflicted between the enjoyment and the embarassment that is this obsession, because of the approach of January 3rd.

Why January 3rd? Because that is the anniversary of the first day I ever crossdressed. ... Oh, and it's the first day of the new semester, but who cares about that?

Anyways, I'm kinda tired and need to start readjusting to going to sleep at a reasonable hour, so nighty night, darlings!

Play me a song, won't you?

Rant and Life Update

2006-12-11T23:58:00.000-06:00

Even if it is one minute until midnight, I feel that I need to post now.

First, an update about my life.

Today, I was really, REALLY tired. No idea why. It was my friend's birthday today, hoorah. I gave her cookies. Homemade cookies. Spent a while working on them yesterday (well, technically two days ago, it's now 12:01...).... And then after school I went to the first meeting of a new club: The Writer's Club.

It was pretty fun, I got to present the first couple parts of my story, Randomity, and the people seemed to like it. Granted, the first couple parts aren't as good as the rest, it was my first attempt at writing and I hadn't gotten a good feel of the characters yet... but that's not my rant for the day.

Speaking of which... ON TO THE RANT. (Some of you might not want to read this, but just so you know... you've been warned.)

Panty Shots.

Those of you know me (fairly well, at least) know that I like panties. It's not necessarily anything perverted, at least not how I see it. They're cute. One could even argue that panties are an art form... okay, now I know I'm starting to sound pervy. ... Perhaps I'll go further into that later, but now back to the subject of panty shots.

A lot of the time I am more interested in the drawn form of panties, for when it is a picture, it often just ends up more pervy than I prefer it (but then again, there is the option of artistic photographs... I keep getting off track here, don't I?). With drawings, you have the ability to be funnier, and thusly cuter (which is, I am sure I don't need to tell you, always a plus in my book). And in these drawings, the most common way these adorable undergarments are viewed is through the panty shot.

A panty shot is basically a view of panties when it was not intentional by the wearer, whether that is because the viewer is behind and below the wearer on a flight of stairs and can see up her skirt, the wearer is sitting in a position that she doesn't realizes offers a view of her panties, or (most often) a gust of wind excites the wearer's skirt unexpectedly.

Although most of the time this is very pervy, I enjoy it thouroughly for non-pervy reasons, I promise you. The expression that follows the realization of a panty shot, especially one that has been exaggerated, is quite hilarious.

Perhaps more on this later, it's getting late and I have school tomorrow.

Kyou no pantsu ha nani iro? .... Again.

NOT emo?!?!?

2006-12-04T22:25:00.000-06:00

Oh man, I was just gonna write an oh-so-very emo post, but then I decided to IM one of my best friends...

Did you know that happiness is contagious?

IT IS!

I was going to say something about the annoyances of crossdresserish ideas swarming around my head, when it makes me so emo to even think about acting on them, but that has been sidetracked by CHOCOLATE ORANGES!

Don't worry, the emo will be sure to return sometime. You can still be a fan of my blog for the rediculous teenage depression and crossdressing interludes.

HO SHEET, CHOCOLATE ORANGES.

Anybody there?

2006-11-24T15:30:00.001-06:00

*blows dust off blog*

*coughcough* So... Does anybody still read this thing?

... I know I only sparsely update, but it is nice to know when people are actually listening to my thoughts, as opposed to normal, where I am just talking to myself.

... but anyways... on to the actual post.

I've been re-reading Questionable Content over this long weekend (when I SHOULD have been reading Scarlet Letter... In fact, I should be reading it now.) and it's made me want to go and be all hipster-ish and buy clothes from Goodwill and other thrift store-places.

... It's funny how that happens.

... Perhaps I will go down there sometime soon, after all, I did get both my Driver's License and my Motorcycle License on Wednesday.

Blah blah blah Taco salad.

Those words...

2006-11-08T22:48:00.000-06:00

How I long to say those words to you, those words forever on my mind, never to leave its safe place on the tip of my tongue, in fear of how you would react.

... There are just so many things that could apply to, in my life. Love, fun, requests... Okay, so they all can apply to one person (they don't only apply to that person, but they all mostly apply to her), but that's not the point...

... I forget what the point is.

... At any rate, I'm feeling kinda emo and had that phrase going through my mind and I wanted it out.

These will be replaced later.

I was somewhere around my computer on the edge of the chair when the loneliness began to take hold...

2006-11-07T00:00:00.000-06:00

Fear and Loathing in Oni's Bedroom.

But all random quotations aside, I'm kinda lonely right now. I really don't get a lot of time to hang out with my friends nowadays, what with work (at Jamba Juice.), school, and not having contact with a truly awesome Gay man with a licence, car, and way more psychological troubles than I had previously thought possible.

I miss him, he really is one of the truly coolest people I have ever met.

.... Other than that, I don't have much to say.

I haven't had many crossdresserish moods lately.

If I do, you'll be the first to know.

"Two languages in one brain? No one can live at that speed!" "Well, the Dutch speak four languages and smoke marijuana!" "Well … that's because they're cheating!" ~Eddie Izzard

A reminder to myself.

2006-10-04T23:01:00.000-06:00

1. Do that English thing.
2. Start bringing the Annotated Oni to school again.
3. Tell anyone who reads this about recent adventures in transvestitism, this week's GSA fun, and that story I wrote on the spot for my stalker's friend.
4. Ask STRONGLIKEOX (lawl, inside joked.) to remind me of what I said today that warranted an entry in TAO.
5. Think about doing more tye-dye stuff.

6. Stay beautiful, babe.

Because.

2006-09-29T21:15:00.000-06:00

I just feel like posting now... I don't know. I'll just rant about whatever comes to mind.

All right, then...

On tuesday, I was at the GSA (for those that don't know, that's the Gay-Straight Alliance) meeting at my school. There were fewer people there than usual, I would suppose because there were casting auditions for some play coming up... One of my best friends got a callback on Wednesday, I dunno how well she did, though, I haven't seen her in the past couple days... Which is sad... but anyways... one of my friends from her circle of friends was there and so was another one of my best friends (and she reads this blog, so wave hi everyone!)... and during the meeting we watched the end of "But I'm a Cheerleader," which, if you've never seen it, is about a cheerleader whose family and friends think she's a lesbian (cus she was a vegetarian, had Georgia O'Keefe [sp?] flowers on her pillow, and only pictures of girls in her locker.), so they send her away to a reeducation camp for gay people. While there she discovers that she actually is a lesbian, and mayhem insues. Fun times. After the movie, we sat around and talked about future GSA events, such as National Coming Out Day (Oct. 11, folks.), and what we were going to do on the day... We're going to hand out rainbow yarn bracelets to people. I forget how we got onto the subject (I think the lesbian members of the club were talking about when they were hit on a couple times... I prolly could've remembered better if I posted closer to the event), but I said that I should get my aforementioned best friend to tell the story of how I was dragged to the mall in drag with her earlier this year... she replied with "You went willingly." ... which is true, but it was just an error in my speech, and then the other friend said something along the lines of how I was too willing to crossdress (another reason I should have updated sooner, so I could remember what she said)...

She probably didn't mean anything too derogatory by it, but... I've been in a crossdressing mood lately. That's the main reason I wanted to go to GSA in the first place!

*sigh...* I miss the friend I could talk to about this... He graduated high school last year, and is now attending college in... Indiana, I think. His blog is over at http://bobshush.blogspot.com . But I guess I have to settle for anyone who'll listen to me rant about it now.... It's no replacement for someone who can respond to what I'm telling them, though...

Kyou no pantsu ha nani iro?

ZohmehGAWSH it's an UPDATE!?!?

2006-09-08T23:44:00.000-06:00

Yeah... I realize how little I've been updating, but I just haven't been in a ranty mood...

So, now that I've remembered something to rant about and I've been told to update it by an influential person or persons who might remain anonymous until I let her or their names slip (I don't say "his" because there are so few influential males in my life, none of whom read my blog, unless they don't tell me they read it.), I continue my rantfulness. Joy and rapture all around, eh?

So... Today's rant is aboot... A new anime series I've found!

It's called "Ouran High School Host Club," and, despite the fairly long title (that's nonetheless fun to say), is very very enjoyable.

Basic Plot outline: ((Wikipedia entry)) ((cus I tried writing my own, but it was very difficult to explain without giving away the plot detail that drew me in, after watching the first episode.)) My advice to you is download the first ep, watch it, then, if you like it, watch more.

... That really is the best way to find out about this series, the secret I didn't want to divulge is the real hook to it. Sorry I can't be of more use.

Best parts of the series: The Twincest is very funny, Honey is adorable, Tamaki is an idiot, and running gags run rampant. I also enjoy the Zuko Club (enters in episode 9), mostly for their leader, who I think is OBVIOUSLY a drag queen (even though everyone in the series refers to him as female, even with his fairly deep voice, and how he always plays male characters in the Zuko Club's plays) and I can't help but giggle at the official name of their group, "The White Lily Group."

That's pretty much all I have to say. You can find torrents of the eps on Anime Suki, click on Anime > Series, then go to O, and click on the Ouran High School Host Club link. I recommend the subs by Lunar.

If you would rather not download torrents... Here is a link to the first part of episode one.

Lily = Yuri, Yuri = LEEEEEESBIANS *waves hands in arch above head*

Ozy and Millie

2006-07-17T01:17:00.000-06:00

It's a webcomic. You've probably heard of it, at some point. A good comic, but every time I read through the archives I start being pseudointellectual...

... I had something else to say, but I lost it....

That happens a lot.

Congrats, Anna, you win the prize. You're the only one who reads these tiny messages.

Obsessing

2006-07-09T23:15:00.000-06:00

I obsess over things far too much. Really. Far too often I find something I like and I go overboard.

Like the skirts thing. I really went too far. Sure, it was alright at the beginning, when I was just curious, but now... Now I'm fantasizing. Fantasizing I'm a really girly girl. Imagining I'm in a sailor fuku. Seeing myself posing for pictures.

Do you want to know what I see myself wishing myself to be? Tough shit, I'm telling you anyways.

My hair... Long, perhaps to my elbows, soft, shiny, smooth, straight, and purple.
My face... My jaw is more slender, my nose a little less pronounced... not much change here.
My body... Curves are actually curves, not blobby protrusions.
My legs... Slender, blending with my curves.

As for an outfit? Apparently my mind has a well-stocked wardrobe, it keeps changing. Most often, though, I'm wearing either a cute purple dress that goes down to mid-thigh or a cute blue sailor fuku (coming even shorter than the dress). Underneath, frilly purple bikini panties and matching bra.

I have a very cute ideal for myself. *kisses female mental self's cheek*

Tiny stuff that doesn't really matter cus no one reads it... but I suppose that's a good thing, it allows me to rant to other people, other people being just me.

I like having conversations with myself, but I don't often get a word in edgewise

2006-07-08T20:27:00.000-06:00

And on the occasions I do, it's always something that sounds sorta funny to me at the time.

And then I try to think of how I could put it into a comic or something, but it never works.

For instance, just now I was thinking of this comic, of Skirting Danger ((good comic, not updated recently, though.)), and I started with the line "Have you ever considered becoming a racist?" to which I replied "No, but I have considered becoming a feminist."

I dunno. Maybe it has something to do with the way that trippy movies affect my mind. ... I was (and still am) watching Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas when it popped into my head, did I forget to mention that?

"I'm traveling through time as we speak." Stop talking to me, damn voices.

I might be insane, but I'm still sane enough to know it.

2006-07-05T20:50:00.000-06:00

... Man, I'm tired today.

So, today was a nice day... Got up around 1... then I did... pretty much nothing.

All day.

With the exception of tae kwon do this evening and dinner, I really didn't leave my room. Yup. Good times.

So, in my day of nothingness, I found this site. W00t. That's all I have to say right now. Maybe I'll go into a passionate rant later.

But not now. Now, I'm going to tell you about a manga I found through Stop Tazmo, "Pretty Face."

Pretty Face is about high school punk Masashi Randou, who gets brutally mangled in a bus crash. He was pulled out of the wreckage and his face was repaired by a local doctor, Manabe Jun ((John Manabe in English translation)), while he was in a coma for a year... but, since they couldn't tell who he was, Randou's face was reconstructed by the picture he had in his pocket, a picture of Kurumi Rina, the girl he has a crush on. When he wakes up and sees his new pretty face ((haha hey look the title)), he freaks out and demands his old face back, but they have no reference for it, and he finds out that another mangled victim of the same bus crash was determined to be Randou and had died in the crash. So, presumed dead, with the face of the girl he likes, he goes home, determined to get a picture of his face so they can change it back... but his family has moved. So, out of ideas, he starts to head back to Manabe's hospital, when the thought of what would happen if he ran into Rina hit him... and then she shows up behind him. Long story short, Rina's twin sister, Kurumi Yuna, ran away more than a year ago, and now she thinks he's Yuna. Wild and crazy antics follow.

Yeah... Kinda lost myself in the description half way through, but that's essentially it. 52 issues, cute art, minor nudity ((top half shown from time to time, netherbits always blurred when uncovered)).

Complete series on Stoptazmo.com, zip files.

"Every human being has hundreds of separate people living under his skin. The talent of a writer is his ability to give them their separate names, identities, personalities and have them relate to other characters living with him." -Mel Brooks

Happy Whatever Day

2006-07-03T23:51:00.000-06:00

Yeah. Happy whatever day.

I've never liked this holiday... It's always too hot, and I always end up being forced to stay outside for most of it... I don't even like this country that much...

A new view from the mind of the Oni: there is no such thing as a truly open mind, there are only minds that are less closed than others.

I like to think I have one of those.

Hmm... It'd be cool to have a nice smell in my room... like incense... but I'm too lazy to get some... Although, I do believe I need it, my room reeks sometimes.... but right now it's almost too hot to smell...

FUCKING JULY. BE OVER WITH ALREADY.

... No, I'm sorry, July... I didn't mean it... I still have stuff to do this month... and my birthday's at the end... and August will be even worse...

T-T there's no escape...

Quibbly bibble

2006-07-02T20:12:00.000-06:00

No, my brain isn't working right now, how kind of you to ask.

A month into summer break, and I am very bored. Really. I just can't find a way to occupy my time for the 16 hours I'm awake per day on average ((that's noon to 4 a.m.)).

I could write, but that usually requires a jolt of inspiration, and I haven't had one of those since.... my last post. I could draw, but that also requires inspiration... and I did last night, I just have to scan it in. I could read, but I've been reading The Princess Bride and I just finished that... and that requires a functioning brain. I could watch T.V. but there usually isn't anything but shit on.

So, it's not that there's nothing to do, but that I just don't want to do them... So there's nothing to do, really, but sit around and be emo.

EMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMO
EMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMO
EMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMO
EMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMU

Emo emus emote omens.

Something of a dream...

2006-06-30T03:01:00.000-06:00

This is just something that has been going through my head... No real point to it, it's my fantasy, my dream, my whatever...

I awake in a room. Nothing special about it, it’s just a room, no windows, there might be a door somewhere, but I don’t want to look for it, I am content. I lay calmly on the bed… it’s extremely soft… it might not even be a bed, maybe a really wide couch. I turn my head and see… her. I’m not entirely sure who she is, right now, I know she’s someone I know. She reaches over to me, puts her hand around my waist, trying to pull me closer, but there’s no need for her to apply force behind it, I slide almost unconsciously closer to her. She kisses my cheek and caresses my side… my shape has changed, it is more round than blobbish, now, my legs more slender, the transition from my abdomen to my hips smoother… her hand is on my hip, now, and I put mine on hers. She smiles at me, kisses my cheek again. We move closer. Our heads share the same pillow. I close my eyes and rub her side, she rubs mine, she moves in closer, I feel her warm breath on my nose and chin… closer and closer she moves, my heart speeds up… I move in to kiss her cheek… she takes my lips.

And then I wake up, she is gone, the room is gone, the bed is gone… Windows have come, so has a door, and wooden slats providing pressure through the thin mattress… My shape is what it normally is, blobbish, uncomfortable, and hated. Nothing from the dream is left… nothing…

Except the joyful feeling of the kiss.

One can only hope it will last me until the dream comes around again…

"Sometimes I have believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast." ~Lewis Carroll

Meow.

2006-06-28T22:07:00.000-06:00

Yeah... So a random thought for the day:

How did they first start making cheese? How did they figure out how to make it? Did someone just leave milk out too long accidentally? And if so, why WOULD they decide to eat it? It's like mushrooms or lobster... who looked at that and said "Boy that looks good!?"

Yeah... So this is just an update cus I haven't updated in a while.

Yeah... go read Candi. http://candicomics.com/ It's a great comic, very cute art style. Updates every weekday except Wednesday.

From looking at this strip [http://candicomics.com/d/20040714.html], I made my own addition to the metaphor for my situation. I'm just in that sort of depressed mood. "Just because you can't afford anything in the resaurant, doesn't mean you can't look at the menu, but it will severely depress you... and if you try to order something, you'll spend the rest of the night doing dishes to pay the bill."

... There's an intellectual thought in there somewhere, it might have gotten lost on the way from my mind to the keyboard... That's just the kind of pseudointellectual I am.

Marshmallow kitty calls you home.

Film, Motorcycles, and A-Kon

2006-06-22T16:43:00.000-06:00

Wow, it's been a while, hasn't it, folks? I've been meaning to post, but... I've been busy, sorta.

A couple weeks ago, I went to A-kon in Dallas. I must say, it was fun. Three days of anime, fun, and ninjas-versus-pirates ((pirates rock.)). A brief overview:

Day one: Got there around 4, got my badge. Wandered around the con for a while, looking for some friends. Ran into one in the main room, I tried to call some other friends (but they didn't show up), we decided to go to the opening ceremonies, where we ran into someone he knew, who was with a couple of 22-year-old girls from Georgia. They were nice, and wouldn't stop saying how cute I was once I told them I was only 15. End of day one.

Day two: Got up around 9, called friends around 11, made plans to meet up around noon. Hung out with friends all day, I got a new State Alchemist pocketwatch, and a bunch of manga, and got Mike McFarland's (the director of and Jean Havoc in FMA) and Vic Mignogna's (voice of Ed Elric from FMA) autographs on volume 8 of the FMA manga. Later I got hit on the head with a paper fan by the old co-president and King and Tyrant of the Japanese Pop Culture Club at my school and watched a couple smaller-yet-older-than-me females I knew try on corsets. Took a few pictures that day, there were some fun cosplayers that day. One person even took my picture! ((I was dressed as the FullNeko Alchemist. I've been told my Edcoat is pretty good, many people asked if it was bought, but it's home made.)) Fun times all around. End of day two.

Day three: Got up, did a little bit of stuff, tried to get together with friends, but they were not to be found, so I wandered around the dealers' room, eventually ran into a couple friends, had a ramune with them, but had to leave shortly thereafter. Left around noon. It was a bummer. I wanna meet up with my friends over the summer. I'm bored.

On to more recent news:
During the past two weeks, I've been taking a Film class at UT, run by the Austin Film Festival. It's fun, I got to mess around with some cool equipment, we even shot our own movies (in 4 groups). We chose to do the idea of the other guy in the group, and, while it was the best idea for a movie in our group, he wanted to run the movie by himself. He really was unbearable during some of the shots. But we're done shooting now, and just finished editing today, and tomorrow we're all going to watch all the movies... I and one of the girls in my group stuck around after everyone else had left to finish some minor edits ((for example, making sure we were credited for everything we did for the film)) that the unbearable guy wouldn't let us do before. I'm sure he'll be pissed tomorrow when he finds out. Sucks to be him.

Last weekend, I did a motorcycling course that was run through the Harley dealership in South Austin. Saturday and Sunday we went to a course that was on what I think used to be an old air-traffic center, or something to that effect to ride for the first time. I took a few falls, but nothing too bad. I passed the test, so if I want to, I can get a motorcyclist's license. Yay me!

And that's all, so... This is Oni, signing off.

SQUELCH

What's cookin', good lookin'?

2006-05-29T23:27:00.000-06:00

Hey... How YOU doin'?

Me? I'm good. Life's not too hectic (did I spell that right?) at the moment.

I bought some fancy art pencils for 50 cents each at Michaels, along with a kneaded eraser, and I tell you... I feel like I can draw!

By day, Oni is only a mere self-pitying teenager, but when he hears the call (of fancy pencils and funky erasers) he becomes.... SUPERARTIST! With the power to take pride in something he has created! *woosh woosh* <-- sound effect of me flying

I actually drew something today that I don't think is total crap. It's been a while since I've done that!

I'll post it on devArt later, Anna. Don't bug me.

You better stop now, before I use this spork to test your immortality.

BOREDOM HURTS.

2006-05-19T23:51:00.000-06:00

It's true. It does. Don't let boredom happen to you.

I'm a go place. I was gonna write more, but I forgot what I was gonna say...

Arnold Schwartzeneggar, James Earl Jones, any of the actors who have played Batman (Michael Keaton, Val Kilmer, George Clooney, or even Adam West), and Jack Nicholson often get together and take turns saying "I'm a pretty pretty princess."

And now, mainly for my own amusement...

2006-05-03T21:33:00.000-06:00

List of stuff I have to draw, whether by my own whims or a deal with someone else:

Snapes on a plane.
Olio for art trade with Case-chan from devArt (might provide link later, but what does it really matter? No one reads this...)
Idea based on Shinsengumi-fan-girl's (devArt again) "Life is Good."

That's basically all I have planned, so far.

... I just thought I should post again.

... Dominic Deegan is pretty cool. I recently found it. ((Keencast rocks.))

I had an idea for something funny to say here, but I lost it.

I eat you face now.

2006-04-26T21:05:00.000-06:00

SooOOooOOooo Boooooooored....

Well, DRIVER'S PERMIT!

Yah! I finally got it. Texas now believes that I exist. But that doesn't mean they're not still out to get me... They still have many more chances...

I need to write an OP for English by Friday... Those things suck. Big time. Writing for a grade always does... I can never think of a topic, too... I suppose I could always just use the concept of "Stream of consciousness" we've been talking about in class and just start off with how i dislike OPs then take it off on a tangent about... I dunno... peaches or something...

... I'm sad now...

You thought you were safe... but none can withstand the wrath of... SNAPES ON A PLANE!

Snape: Potter! 50 House Points from Griffindor!

And, as promised....

2006-04-17T20:38:00.000-06:00

*whine gripe moan gripe whine*

GAH. THOSE BASTARDS. They're not taking my FREAKING birth certificate. I WASN'T BORN IN TEXAS!!!!

.... and various other personal problems including my vast loneliness and my stalker stalking me.

Rawr.

lick screen

2006-04-16T19:46:00.000-06:00

BOREDOM.

I am seriously bored out of my skull. I've got school tomorrow, too... T-T GAH THIS SUCKS. I kinda want it to be summer... but then I won't get to hang out with some friends, cus they're seniors and generally avoid me outside of school because I am (and I quote) "depressing and smelly."

Sukide.

Happy Zombie Jesus Day

2006-04-15T23:09:00.000-06:00

Well, it's 12:08 by my compy clock, so now it's Zombie Jesus Day.

... I'm sad now...

And I don't feel like ranting about not being allowed to wear a skirt right now.

So you get this: *whinegripemoangrapewine*

Not really. I don't have much to complain about. I mean, my family has no money troubles, I'm not struggling with grades, my parents aren't too much of a problem usually... So all I've really got is my skirt thing.

I don't really have much else to say today.

... I need a hug...

Est-ce que tu aimes-moi?

If I write it, they might come...

2006-04-14T21:44:00.000-06:00

*sigh*

For some reason, I'm in one of my bummed moods. I don't know why.

But I also haven't had one of my... "equal gender rights" moments, shall we call them? ((That is, times I want to wear a skirt.)) Perhaps there's a connection.

That would either be I'm only happy when I'm thinking about that, or I only think about that when I'm happy.

... in other news...

I started driver's ed this week. Not too bad. A little boring, though. The only time we actually learned something was during the first three classes, when we were doing the tests to get our permits. I passed the signs test with a 95%, I only missed one because they phrased the answer weird. Who would have said that a BUMP sign would be "A sharp incline in the road?" The second test I got a 100% on, but it was just copying down what the teacher had said during the first half of the class.

And so, I now have my permit... is what I'd like to say, but I CAN'T because I don't have a valid passport, and I wasn't born in this state!

-_- <-- hassled/tired.

French toast doesn't crunch!

I know you're not really reading this, so GOBBLEDY GLOOK!

2006-04-09T21:20:00.000-06:00

The day after I wrote my previous post, while catching up on the archives of a comic that I read, I found this comic: http://www.loserzcomic.com/index.php?id=45

I must say, I now <3 Loserz forever.

Ah, my compy is being teh big suxxorz. And I have no idea what is wrong with it. I just know it's going slow and not exiting programs when I tell it to.

Well, that's my life. How's yours? Still alive out there? Still nonexistent?

*sigh* I've gotta fix this thing... or at least learn how.

Whoops. Almost forgot my tiny footer.

What makes the world go 'round?

2006-04-06T21:47:00.000-06:00

Money? Custard? Beluga Whales? Bad Jokes? Questioning lists? Caffene?

*sigh* I'm really tired today...or night or whatever... Ya know what? I think it's time to proclaim in a booming voice over the internet what's going through my mind. Got a problem with that? Of course you don't, cus if you do, you're either nonexistent or not me, and if you're not me then you should either stop complaining, leave, or start turning into me.

If you choose the last option, take notes. There will be a test afterwards.

There was once a time when mankind set out to make a statement. In fact, there have been several times this has happened. Who'd have thought?

These statements have been used to say many things, but they all centered around one thing: Someone was pissed at the way things were, and wanted to change it.

Now, I don't get pissed easily. I only get passionate on certain subjects occasionally. Anime, grammar, words I just made up, all are things on which I can rant for hours when I feel like it. But today is not one of those days. Today I am passionate on skirts.

Yes, skirts. I can't explain it, but I think skirts are cute, better than the block of pants or the annoyance of shorts. But fewer numbers are wearing skirts these days. But that's really irrelivant to my point.

A few months ago, out of curiousity, I wondered aloud in an instant message to a female friend what it was like to wear a skirt. Long story short, she took me up on that and I soon found out.

I must say, it was enjoyable. Comfortable, too. Ah, yes. If you've never tried one on, I do reccommend it, at least once. But again, this isn't really my point.

My point is, women can wear pants or skirts and not be discriminated against, while men have no such freedom. And I'm tired of it. Blacks were given rights, Women were given rights, Gays are getting rights, but the crossdressers will be forever discriminated.

Why? Are you grouping us with the other groups you don't understand and perhaps even dislike? Transsexuals, perhaps? I've seen many shows mocking male crossdressers, portraying us all as sex-hungry drag queens. We're not all like that, and transsexuals are people who feel they are the opposite gender. That's not me, I just like the feel and appearance of women's clothing better to men's.

In closing, first I'd like to thank anyone who read it all, and apologise to any I may have offended, while confirming that any comments mantioned above are not based on anything more solid than my opinions or experiences, and, again, apologise to any and all offended parties. And before you leave, just answer me this: why is it wrong?

Skirts are flowy. Yay!

People of my faith believe that if you pray for rain...

2006-04-04T21:47:00.000-06:00

Nothing will happen. Atheism all the way, baby.

Just 'cus I feel like it, I shall now expain my belief structure to you, as here I know I'll get no feedback until I have a large enough following so that someone will peruse the archives and find this, and I really don't like theological discussions. I just need a chance to say them.

First, I don't believe there is a god. I do, however, believe in Unicorns, faries, leprechauns, and various other creatures from what some would call a realm of fantasy.

Second, Violence is not the answer.

Third, mankind, for the most part, is misguided, if not totally evil.

Fourth, greatness of woman > greatness of man. (usually)

... I'm thinking of starting a separate blog just so I can rant about personal shit that I'd like to remain separate from this...

What would your superpower be? Undoubtably, mine would be transformation.

Arf!

2006-04-02T21:04:00.000-06:00

Well, boredom has kicked in for this dull, dull Sunday. Yay me. I did absolutely nothing.

*sigh* The streaming anime site was down for the week. Poor me. A week without internet anime... having to deal with the television and dvd varieties.

Yeah... so... nothing really happening.

Panties?

And I dub thee... poorly.

2006-03-27T21:52:00.000-06:00

Random fanboy kick: Most anime is dubbed poorly. And now that kick is done.

I recently found a site with streaming anime video (hosted by youtube.com), and I have been hooked since this weekend. But can you blame me? Access to all that anime, and me with my obsessions? Mmmm.... FullMetal Alchemist... (Fanboy kick part 2: Mmmm... Riza...)

... Aaaaaaaanyways...

I have discovered a fun series called Kashimashi: Girl Meets Girl (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kashimashi). If you're too lazy to follow the link, it's about a boy named Hazumu Osaragi (a rather meek quiet boy, somewhat effeminate), who, after being rejected by the girl he likes, goes off to the place he first met her (the conviniently nearby mountain) to forget her... don't ask how that makes sense. But the craziness doesn't stop at logic failures! Oh no, of course, when he gets there, on a conviniently open cliff, ALIENS FALL FROM THE SKY RIGHT AT HIM! DUN DUN DUNNN! And from that, the aliens take him abord their ship, fix him as best they can, and announce to the world what they have done, and the complications that arose when fixing Hazumu, specificly that he became a fully-functional she. The aliens return him to the ground and fly off, leaving him to deal with his new situation (with which, to tell you the truth, he doesn't have that much of a problem).

Random though it may be, I enjoy it, but then again, it's exactly my type of series.

Arf!

Yarr!

2006-03-21T00:05:00.000-06:00

I have been on a piracy kick today, me mateys!

Wikipedia is a wonderful tool. You should use it every day. *nodnod* You can learn many a new thing there.

For instance, did you know that the name for Wednesday comes from the name of the Germanic version of Odin? or that there is a version of chess stemming from Alice's Adventures in Wonderland?

Bet ya didn't.

Yarr! International Talk Like a Pirate Day is September 19, but Dress Like a Pirate Day is whenever you feel like it!

I'm new at this...

2006-03-11T20:34:00.000-06:00

Um... Yeah. Like I said, I'm new at this, so... Until I come up with a good idea to fill this thing with (perhaps random thoughts or short stories), I'll probably put various things I've been working on or things that happened today here.

Hmm... I wonder how long it will take the girl who sometimes stalks me to find this...

The Norse Gods have the COOLEST names! Loki, Balder, Wodin, Freya, Thor...

I shall name my firstborn son "THOR."